I hear you’ve been telling all your friends that you’re done with me like you always knew things wouldn’t work out. And I’ve been hearing things from people that I don’t want to talk to, like it matters who you’re sleeping with now. Can I erase from my mind anything that you said or any time that we spent with each other? I don’t want to waste away another cell on a memory when you’re just another meaningless lover. Forget the nights that we spent laughing until the morning on your bedroom floor without a thought about your roommate asleep down the hall. Forget the days we’d waste in bed, tangled, the smoke still on your breath, undressed and pinning you up to the wall. I swore I heard you talking when I was tossing in my sleep. You were always trying to walk in circles around me. I was out one night when I saw you and you froze me where I stood. I would hate you if I could. I would hate you but I’m not finished yet. Even you, up on that pedestal, the time will come when you will deconstruct yourself and remake what you are. When it does you’ll remember me and the words I spoke and wonder how you ever could have strayed so far.
doug i check your blog like everyday waiting for an update. was your mom ever found? what happened? or are you still waiting for information? sorry.
As you can tell from my blog, I don’t really post much, haha. Sorry for the lack of updates but my family is fine and my mom is in the states again. My sister is still there but she was safe throughout the whole storm. Thanks for asking/caring, it means a lot!
I’m sure by now, most of you are aware of the super Typhoon Haiyan that hit the Philippines last Friday. It is said to be one of the largest recorded storms in history. It has caused major devastation amongst most of the nation and it has been estimated that 10,000…